argh
not much to say
woke up irritated as i didn't have my hair straightener at my house
after 15mins of searching for my high socks i just gave up and opted for my summer
but before i left for the bus had a big arguement with mel and after some harsh words and me breaking down in tears
we sorted it out
she gave me a hug
turned the shower on for me
and made me rest today
dad rang me and said we were going to have a talk
not looking forward to it
talked to matt for abit
i love how when i feel like absoloute shit he makes me feel heaps better
so yeaaah
didnt do much
planning to go to the devil wears prada concert in september with emily
sooo pumped
yeaaaaah boiiii
plans for ze weekend
seeing matt&alex
were going to bake a cake for alexs birthday
shall be heaps epic (:
xxxx
then movie night saturday
excited :)
nomnom well imma go have tea
smells ummm interesting
i have just been informed i have munted nostrils and were having roast chicken for tea
emma out (:
xx
Monday, May 31, 2010
Sunday, May 30, 2010
how long?
i dont know whats happening these days
i feel up one day then the next day
the smallest thing happens and i see my self falling down
i guess after the last few years and everything thats happened
it's expected right
i feel up one day then the next day
the smallest thing happens and i see my self falling down
i guess after the last few years and everything thats happened
it's expected right
im meant to have a down day every once in awhile
atleast thats what dad says
but it seems like the bullshit never ends
and instead of it all getting better it stops for abit then starts up
im so sick of it
im sick of everytime someone brings up francine
i see the look in dads eyes
hurt&&lonlieness
then the look he gives me
blame
i was the blame for his failed marriage
the reason he cant see his 6 year old daughter and tell the one woman hes ever loved how much he cares about her
my fault
argh
but there is some things to look forward to
im actually enjoying school
i may not be doing as well as i wish but i know if i try i will do better
i have the most amazing guy in my life
ive barely known him a month and i feel like can tell him anything
and he wont judge me
just last night i felt like shit
and he managed to make me feel better
hes amazing and i fell blessed to have him in my life
next year if i pass ncea level one im moving to christchurch
im soo excited
im wondering whether to do year 12&&year 13
i doubt ill pass level 2&3
but its worth a try
you've just gotta give it a try (:
but it seems like the bullshit never ends
and instead of it all getting better it stops for abit then starts up
im so sick of it
im sick of everytime someone brings up francine
i see the look in dads eyes
hurt&&lonlieness
then the look he gives me
blame
i was the blame for his failed marriage
the reason he cant see his 6 year old daughter and tell the one woman hes ever loved how much he cares about her
my fault
argh
but there is some things to look forward to
im actually enjoying school
i may not be doing as well as i wish but i know if i try i will do better
i have the most amazing guy in my life
ive barely known him a month and i feel like can tell him anything
and he wont judge me
just last night i felt like shit
and he managed to make me feel better
hes amazing and i fell blessed to have him in my life
next year if i pass ncea level one im moving to christchurch
im soo excited
im wondering whether to do year 12&&year 13
i doubt ill pass level 2&3
but its worth a try
you've just gotta give it a try (:
Wednesday, May 26, 2010
thursdizzle (:
well well well well well well
wow wow wow ok ill stop
today my day consisted of an early exam FML
woke up at 3am and realised id fallen asleep on matt...AGAIN :(
had 12 new messages that made me cry
they had the sweetest stuff (:
texted him a very long text about how much i love him and care about him
pretty sure my fingers are broken now :P
went back to sleep at 3 30am i think
im just guessing
woke up at 7 30am and was soo tempted to just go back to sleep and miss the exam but then thought meh. might as well give it a go
i seriously blinked and when i opened my eyes it was 7 47
either i travelled time this morning due to my awesomeness
or i fell asleep
hello time travel :)
had to choose between hair straightner or make up
only had enough time for one
so went to school with curly hair :(
got to school and went to check where my exam was tomorrow and yadayadayada
saw alex and he came gave me a hug and asked how i was
said i was pretty good
he asked how matt was and i said awesome (:
when to my exam and finished it early so drew awesome pictures once again
i drew what an official noob looks like
im gonna upload it on facebook tonight
it looks soo cool (:
passed notes aka pictures to emily during the exam
pretty sure miss edgular was onto us but didnt say anything thaaaaank god
left the exam and went with emily and caitlin to the library for last minute revision
had a fight with caitlin for the blue beanbag
i won (:
talked about what were gonna do friday night
and the awesomeness of the fact i can get us into r16 movies and get them from the video shop
we then went into a classroom and huddled over the heaters till some year 13 pricks kicked us out
we got back at them tho
we left the door open (:
then ran because we thought they were gonna kill us
but we coulda taken them
they were scrawny year 13 boys (:
emilys mummy gave me a ride home
i filled up a hot water bottle
put my awesome fat pants on
and jumped into bed
(:
nomnomnom
emma out
xx
wow wow wow ok ill stop
today my day consisted of an early exam FML
woke up at 3am and realised id fallen asleep on matt...AGAIN :(
had 12 new messages that made me cry
they had the sweetest stuff (:
texted him a very long text about how much i love him and care about him
pretty sure my fingers are broken now :P
went back to sleep at 3 30am i think
im just guessing
woke up at 7 30am and was soo tempted to just go back to sleep and miss the exam but then thought meh. might as well give it a go
i seriously blinked and when i opened my eyes it was 7 47
either i travelled time this morning due to my awesomeness
or i fell asleep
hello time travel :)
had to choose between hair straightner or make up
only had enough time for one
so went to school with curly hair :(
got to school and went to check where my exam was tomorrow and yadayadayada
saw alex and he came gave me a hug and asked how i was
said i was pretty good
he asked how matt was and i said awesome (:
when to my exam and finished it early so drew awesome pictures once again
i drew what an official noob looks like
im gonna upload it on facebook tonight
it looks soo cool (:
passed notes aka pictures to emily during the exam
pretty sure miss edgular was onto us but didnt say anything thaaaaank god
left the exam and went with emily and caitlin to the library for last minute revision
had a fight with caitlin for the blue beanbag
i won (:
talked about what were gonna do friday night
and the awesomeness of the fact i can get us into r16 movies and get them from the video shop
we then went into a classroom and huddled over the heaters till some year 13 pricks kicked us out
we got back at them tho
we left the door open (:
then ran because we thought they were gonna kill us
but we coulda taken them
they were scrawny year 13 boys (:
emilys mummy gave me a ride home
i filled up a hot water bottle
put my awesome fat pants on
and jumped into bed
(:
nomnomnom
emma out
xx
Sunday, May 23, 2010
Sunday 23rd May
woooooooow what a weekend
Got to chch friday night and went with people cruising
only one besides the drivers who didnt drink (:
was pretty fun
got home at midnight then watched a few movies with alex and shannon
they let me put make up on them and dress them in my clothes
wass pretty funny (:
Saturday was awesome
met up with matt in the morning and hung out with him for abit (:
brought him sour skittles (:
we hung out until he had to go to soccer and then had lunch with alex and hung out at the park
went home for a nana nap cause im cool like that
then tori and kirsten got dropped off at mine and we went to the mall and me&&tori got matching slippers lolol
and i got matt a stuffed penguin (he loved it) xx
we went back to mine and then hung out with matt,alex and shannon
sooo much drama that night with kirsten, alex and shannon
tori kept wandering off
so me and matt just kept cool and hung out
went back to mine and we all crashed and went to sleep
next day we had a picnic at ze park
was pretty sweet (:
we put spongecake&cream all over toris face
me&matt sat in the car when the others went off and talked
was awesome
sooo tired though which is why this blog sounds pretty gay but meh
going to hit up facebook and text matt (:
latus on the manjay
Got to chch friday night and went with people cruising
only one besides the drivers who didnt drink (:
was pretty fun
got home at midnight then watched a few movies with alex and shannon
they let me put make up on them and dress them in my clothes
wass pretty funny (:
Saturday was awesome
met up with matt in the morning and hung out with him for abit (:
brought him sour skittles (:
we hung out until he had to go to soccer and then had lunch with alex and hung out at the park
went home for a nana nap cause im cool like that
then tori and kirsten got dropped off at mine and we went to the mall and me&&tori got matching slippers lolol
and i got matt a stuffed penguin (he loved it) xx
we went back to mine and then hung out with matt,alex and shannon
sooo much drama that night with kirsten, alex and shannon
tori kept wandering off
so me and matt just kept cool and hung out
went back to mine and we all crashed and went to sleep
next day we had a picnic at ze park
was pretty sweet (:
we put spongecake&cream all over toris face
me&matt sat in the car when the others went off and talked
was awesome
sooo tired though which is why this blog sounds pretty gay but meh
going to hit up facebook and text matt (:
latus on the manjay
Thursday, May 20, 2010
friday 21st may
blaaah was soo fucking tired this morning
finally got to sleep at like 3am last night and had to wake up early ):
got to school during family form and had a chat to tori and emily (:
period one: Typing
omg mrs armstrong was so nice to me
was kinda scary :O
got two credits yeaaaaah boiiii :P
so happy bout that
brings me up to 5
period two : History
had a semi freak out cause miki didint show up and she had my highlightiing
played naughts and crosses with zak
kicked his ass (:
3rd period: Food
sat with jono and we kept putting fake poo on the floor and the teacher got really angry
was pretty funny
4th period: Science
talked to kirsty&&Eva
we played with this bug we found
was soo funny (:
and we drew on the desk and they wrote very innappropriate things whioch made emma giggle :P
5th period: Maths
got last of my History work done
was sweet as (:
got to roll out now
going to...CHCH
seeing matt
so freaking excited
been like a week now and argh way too long :(
so happy (:
lataz on the manjay
facebook&matt ftw
xoxox
finally got to sleep at like 3am last night and had to wake up early ):
got to school during family form and had a chat to tori and emily (:
period one: Typing
omg mrs armstrong was so nice to me
was kinda scary :O
got two credits yeaaaaah boiiii :P
so happy bout that
brings me up to 5
period two : History
had a semi freak out cause miki didint show up and she had my highlightiing
played naughts and crosses with zak
kicked his ass (:
3rd period: Food
sat with jono and we kept putting fake poo on the floor and the teacher got really angry
was pretty funny
4th period: Science
talked to kirsty&&Eva
we played with this bug we found
was soo funny (:
and we drew on the desk and they wrote very innappropriate things whioch made emma giggle :P
5th period: Maths
got last of my History work done
was sweet as (:
got to roll out now
going to...CHCH
seeing matt
so freaking excited
been like a week now and argh way too long :(
so happy (:
lataz on the manjay
facebook&matt ftw
xoxox
blahblahblah thrusday 20th may
uggh
so fucking over drama
it's so failblog.org
A.L : you fail hard
i dont see why you cant just accept how things are and move on
why ruin someones life because they realised what a user you are and ended things
my god
the first shit was bad
but this is just fucking low
do you not realise you can ruin someones life by doing that
or are you just the type of person that has no remorse for what she does to people
karma is a bitch
so are you
SMD
gaah
well thats my little rant
moving on
Period four: arrived to school late due to lack of sleep from working on history all night
had food and nutrition
wasnt too bad
me and emily made kumera salad
mum wasnt joking when she said i cant cook
just about got my phone taken off me ....AGAIN
lololol
period five: had history
we wrote out questions about james meredith and the integration of the university of mississippi
or ole miss as the governer would have called it
god i love southern people minus the racism
they have the worlds coolest slang and accents
talked to miki about our history assessments due tomorrow :O
after school: walked home with harmony and kirsten
we just had an old yarn about everything
we dumped our bags at harmonys and went to go get my check from dad for the ipod
felt so cool going into ze bank to cash it
then we walked back to harmonys and did some history shizz
well k&&h did
i had none of my stuff there so just read and texted (:
what a neeeeerd
walked to kirstens and we typed out my articles
only got two left then finished :D
i feel really bad at the moment
im like stressing over everything at the moment
whether its family,school or friends
its just all getting to me and i feel like im taking it out on everyone
i just need to take a step back and think about everything
well thats me off
gotta finish some wide reading&& maths homework
joy *sarcasm*
bye bye
so fucking over drama
it's so failblog.org
A.L : you fail hard
i dont see why you cant just accept how things are and move on
why ruin someones life because they realised what a user you are and ended things
my god
the first shit was bad
but this is just fucking low
do you not realise you can ruin someones life by doing that
or are you just the type of person that has no remorse for what she does to people
karma is a bitch
so are you
SMD
gaah
well thats my little rant
moving on
Period four: arrived to school late due to lack of sleep from working on history all night
had food and nutrition
wasnt too bad
me and emily made kumera salad
mum wasnt joking when she said i cant cook
just about got my phone taken off me ....AGAIN
lololol
period five: had history
we wrote out questions about james meredith and the integration of the university of mississippi
or ole miss as the governer would have called it
god i love southern people minus the racism
they have the worlds coolest slang and accents
talked to miki about our history assessments due tomorrow :O
after school: walked home with harmony and kirsten
we just had an old yarn about everything
we dumped our bags at harmonys and went to go get my check from dad for the ipod
felt so cool going into ze bank to cash it
then we walked back to harmonys and did some history shizz
well k&&h did
i had none of my stuff there so just read and texted (:
what a neeeeerd
walked to kirstens and we typed out my articles
only got two left then finished :D
i feel really bad at the moment
im like stressing over everything at the moment
whether its family,school or friends
its just all getting to me and i feel like im taking it out on everyone
i just need to take a step back and think about everything
well thats me off
gotta finish some wide reading&& maths homework
joy *sarcasm*
bye bye
Wednesday, May 19, 2010
wednesday 19th may
uggggggggggggggghh
crappy.day.full stop.
woke up and it was cold
forgot to make lunch so had to get dad to drop my eftpos card and a breadroll off to me but he wiated till liek thee end of lunchtimke to do it
it rained (or drizzled) for most opf the day and i refuse to wear my kilt so i had to wear my summer uniform and freeze my ass off
period one: Maths
wass heaps gay
actually had to do my work today
couldnt understand some formula thing and got incredibly irritated with it
Period Two: History
we did some more work on civil rights then did a small play on james meredith and his attemots to get into a university that wouldnt accept him because he was black
i played a white mob
had to chant a racist poem at meghan who was playing james meredith
was average
period three: Science
We did a practice test
the real ones tomorrow :O
shit i should be studying instead of rambling on about my boring day
we then watched a video about how our bodies fight off bacteria and some video about body farms
incredibly gross (:
period four: English
Talked to tori and brittney bout our plans for chch this weekend
got the seat by the heater so was in a pretty happy mood (:
did some formal writing workt too bad
period five: Food
sat with jono and made jokes about mrs neutze and now how she resembles those little dinosaurs on jurassic park
was rather funny
then we worked on our poster and jono told me about his awesome plans for after school which were on the rebel side (:
after school: t exted matt for abit which was fucking awesome as it always is (:
3 more days
so freakin excited :D !!!
hung out with joeseph and brought his ipod off him and we made hashbrowns cause were awesome (:
we planned movie night next weekend and sorted out who is coming and what everyone is bringing
wow i started writing this blog at like 10 and forgot about it
now its 12am and i just remembered it
blah
this blog was pretty pointless
crappy.day.full stop.
woke up and it was cold
forgot to make lunch so had to get dad to drop my eftpos card and a breadroll off to me but he wiated till liek thee end of lunchtimke to do it
it rained (or drizzled) for most opf the day and i refuse to wear my kilt so i had to wear my summer uniform and freeze my ass off
period one: Maths
wass heaps gay
actually had to do my work today
couldnt understand some formula thing and got incredibly irritated with it
Period Two: History
we did some more work on civil rights then did a small play on james meredith and his attemots to get into a university that wouldnt accept him because he was black
i played a white mob
had to chant a racist poem at meghan who was playing james meredith
was average
period three: Science
We did a practice test
the real ones tomorrow :O
shit i should be studying instead of rambling on about my boring day
we then watched a video about how our bodies fight off bacteria and some video about body farms
incredibly gross (:
period four: English
Talked to tori and brittney bout our plans for chch this weekend
got the seat by the heater so was in a pretty happy mood (:
did some formal writing workt too bad
period five: Food
sat with jono and made jokes about mrs neutze and now how she resembles those little dinosaurs on jurassic park
was rather funny
then we worked on our poster and jono told me about his awesome plans for after school which were on the rebel side (:
after school: t exted matt for abit which was fucking awesome as it always is (:
3 more days
so freakin excited :D !!!
hung out with joeseph and brought his ipod off him and we made hashbrowns cause were awesome (:
we planned movie night next weekend and sorted out who is coming and what everyone is bringing
wow i started writing this blog at like 10 and forgot about it
now its 12am and i just remembered it
blah
this blog was pretty pointless
Monday, May 17, 2010
tuesday 18th may ( :
argh woke up this morning soo tired becasue a certain matt decided to keep me awake all night with thee sweetest texts and i didnt hit the pillow tll like 1am
missed ze bus because i had to iron my summer skirt
got to school
period one : Food
pretty much just fucked around
sat with jono&tash and we just bitched about miss neutze and how much she resembled a bird
got told off waaay too many times
learnt about social and media affects on the food we buy
(i think)
period two : English
Had to read a poem called miss heroin. was pretty average
just sat with kelsey and didnt end up doing my work (: snooooree
period three : Maths
did absoloutly no work
just talked to tori and axel
passed notes to kirsten and stole mr pedos pen (:
was pretty funny
we had a discussion about axels pedo sex life and toris obsession with the word vagina
was pretty lol worthy
period four : Transition
pretty boring
talked to tori,kelsey and brittney bout random shiiiit
was average
got interrogated about matt for like ze whole period
period five : Typing
did some assessment
pretty sure i got 2 credits
go me ( :
sat with mel and laughed at lukes tranny boots and planned a movie night for next weekend
after school : went to the shop with rose to post a letter and got some caaaandy and went back to hers where her little brother raped my foot and attacked me
was frightening
was a pretty badass day ( :
yeah
lataz on the manjay
missed ze bus because i had to iron my summer skirt
got to school
period one : Food
pretty much just fucked around
sat with jono&tash and we just bitched about miss neutze and how much she resembled a bird
got told off waaay too many times
learnt about social and media affects on the food we buy
(i think)
period two : English
Had to read a poem called miss heroin. was pretty average
just sat with kelsey and didnt end up doing my work (: snooooree
period three : Maths
did absoloutly no work
just talked to tori and axel
passed notes to kirsten and stole mr pedos pen (:
was pretty funny
we had a discussion about axels pedo sex life and toris obsession with the word vagina
was pretty lol worthy
period four : Transition
pretty boring
talked to tori,kelsey and brittney bout random shiiiit
was average
got interrogated about matt for like ze whole period
period five : Typing
did some assessment
pretty sure i got 2 credits
go me ( :
sat with mel and laughed at lukes tranny boots and planned a movie night for next weekend
after school : went to the shop with rose to post a letter and got some caaaandy and went back to hers where her little brother raped my foot and attacked me
was frightening
was a pretty badass day ( :
yeah
lataz on the manjay
Sunday, May 16, 2010
monday 17th may ( :
yeah
thee names emma (:
6'TEEN years young
pretty happy at ze moment'
year 11 at school
gasp exams next week
taken by matt james andrew hogarth (:
may 1oth just the best day ever
llamas are the shit
loves kings of leon,brokeNCYDE,nevershoutnever,metallica,GnR, All time low
POD is the shizz, system of a down
bored easily
sleeps too much
disney movies are for thee cool kids ( :
2 sisters
moving to chch at ze end of thee year (:
scared of ze dark
sucks thumb when tired
sings in the shower
screamo is awesome
is a complete loner without her friends
freakin weird
falling for a certain guy and loving it (:
facebook is my addiction
roasting marshmallows by the fire as we speak (or type)
quotes i love you man waaaay too much
needs to learn how to drive
has her learners :)
yeah thats about it stalkers : )
thee names emma (:
6'TEEN years young
pretty happy at ze moment'
year 11 at school
gasp exams next week
taken by matt james andrew hogarth (:
may 1oth just the best day ever
llamas are the shit
loves kings of leon,brokeNCYDE,nevershoutnever,metallica,GnR, All time low
POD is the shizz, system of a down
bored easily
sleeps too much
disney movies are for thee cool kids ( :
2 sisters
moving to chch at ze end of thee year (:
scared of ze dark
sucks thumb when tired
sings in the shower
screamo is awesome
is a complete loner without her friends
freakin weird
falling for a certain guy and loving it (:
facebook is my addiction
roasting marshmallows by the fire as we speak (or type)
quotes i love you man waaaay too much
needs to learn how to drive
has her learners :)
yeah thats about it stalkers : )
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