Wednesday 30th June

ahh so its been awhile


friday= mufti day, average, mr obrien eats ass (:
stayed at kirstens. good times (;
we had kfry
"hi my names kirsten
did you know there are scabies going around ashburton college"?
ahhh rofl. kirsten you never hesitate to say what ever comes to your mind
no matter how freaking weird it is lolol
thats why your my biiiitch :D.

Saturday Morning: Woke up at 9am and waited for matt to get here (:
he arrived at 11 and we made ouyr grand journey into town
( which sucked ass because there was fuck all to do )
but i enjoyed it just because he was there (:
we got some movies and snacks. Emily decided to be cool and buy juice boxes lolol. she made me and matt share one juicebox
what a bitch :P

we made our way back to kirstens and no one was home
The mission: get into kirstens room and collect my gear before any saw me looking suspicious
up the stairs. into kirstens room, grab gear, run down stairs and do the jit (:

ran to Matt's car and we made the speedy getaway to Emily's house with Emily&& Jessika ( I love how she spells her name XD ).
We got there despite my ass directions Lololol Matt you love my direction giving skills (: ...
Went into side, cracked open the skittles and watched sex drive (:
Fuuuuuunny shit loool. "Whats up Whats up miss Daisy"
ahhhh ROFL.
wathced a few movies ( Jessika had to go home after sex drive ) and waited for miss Caitlin to arrive (:
we started watching halloween and she showed up so we finished watching it then indulged in some sweet sweet spotlight

Ahhh memories form that great game
Me and Matt's hiding places were pretty epic
hiding behind the fence for abit and no one saw us but then caitlin ruined it
then ahhh the bush
hid there for a good three rounds and no one could find us
so while everyone was homo-ing aaround trying to find us, me and Matt talked (: we had one of those moments where you both say the same thing at the same time and started finishing off each others sentences. Sooo cuuute XD

We were finally found by Emily's brother Campbell and Mitchell LOL
then we hid in the same place again until we discovered the game was pver but no one told us '_'


Uncool Campbell Uncool


We then retired to the bed and watched The Notebook with Emily and Caitlin (:
Matt fell asleep
so i ended up falling asleep
( Emily and Caitlin claim gthat while i was sleeping Matt got up for a drink, came back, laid down next to me,kissed my cheek .., then sneezed on me)













LOL
i had a laughing fit when they told me

Matt woke me up about one and we spent the rest of the night talking and such
Then 6:20am came and took Matt :(


Damn you Countdown
I'll have my revenge
>:(

Sunday invloved me and Emily sleeping all day then me going home and watching a few movies
writing a leter for ..MATT (:


Monday: went to school. Fucking tired. Fuck you SVU: Law and Order
I'll beat the addiction one day
school was upto fuckall

so is this blog but sssh
Failed my maths test but meh i have the resit next term and i know what to do now thanks to me&& Tori's study session (:
yeaaah boiii

went home and watched my family home videos and texted Matt (:

So excited for this friday
Matt's staying over and were gonna watch a few movies
talk && what not (:


P fucking excited (: xxxx


best be going

Nana wants the computer
laters bitches (:


Matt: I love you more and you know it (:
xoxox Friday ftw :D

wooooooooooooow

im writing this on a school computer
only year 12's and 13's have access to this,youtube and other awesome sites (: *cough redtube* triiicks
thankyou courtney for letting me hack your account (:
you legend (:

woop woop its friday
soo fucking excited
was suposed to be at timeas tonight but meh naaah'
they're all gonna be drinking and getting stoned so im gonna be hitting up kelsies with meghan and we gonna be getting crunk with good tunes and nooby movies (:

goood shit ;]

soo its been a few days

soo much has gone on

Nana and Grandad came back to NZ
me&&matt had a few arguements
mainly my fault
as usual

im sorry matt :(
i love you













anywho
fuuucked up
principals coming over
gtg
xx

Tuesday 15th June .

well i must say so
today was pretty fucking good
maybe it was that me and matt decided were going to stop arguing every night
maybe it was i got to school on time
maybe it was that i had popcorn at lunchtime'but anywho 'twas pretty fucking epic

started off with me waking up at 8am and wanting to go back to sleep due to staying awake till like 2am due to aimees need to watch tv at that time grrr

i straightened my hair and burnt my finger in the process
put some make up on and chugged some sweet OJ

then rushed to family form to discover it was assembly
so me, tori and nicole sat in the class and had a chat about life,guys and what not (:

period one: Food and Nutrition

its never a good start tot he day when youve got mrs nazi
she complained about my choice of words
becuase i quoted " fo shizzle my fizzle mrs nizzle"
she needs to grow a set and deal the fuck with

period two : English
seating plan. normally id dread the very words but but but Im sitting with.. BRITTNEY :D
we had a good old chat bout our plans for the weekend and whatnot then we watched inside im dancing
naww i just about cried when siobhan told michael she didnt love him and left and he started crying :(

period 3 : argh good old maths :D
got sent out for singing enthusiastically
hes jealous :P
talked to mr mckenzie about my weekend plans and told him about matt
he said he sounds very nice (:
then me and kirsten made fun of axel aka choade :L'

period four: transition

kelsey straightened my hair that resulted in the teacher going psycho, kelsey walking out and the whole class having to do work
me and mel had a pretend scrap which was pretty funny
i hit her too hard int eh tummy and she got me round the face
then we made an awesome rap about fun and cream buns :p

we are awesome

period five : typing

wasnt too bad
did some work on ym assessment
me and mel decided that we should go to ferrymead in the holidays
shes gonna bring tobias and im gunna ask matt if hed like to join


MATT: do you wanna come to ferrymead???

walked wiht tori to the triangle fish & chip shop
we had the best shoe string fries and just about jizzed :P

walked to jordans and he gretted us with a glass of coke then i text bombed mattybum

:L
he loves that nickname :D

we discussed the weekend
then i got my ass raped in modern warfare 2 by tori
i fail so hard at that game
so matts gona train me so i can own that bitch

ily truely tori
just not your COD skills

i feel tonights been successful
me & matt havent argued once and im soo looking forward tot he weekend

i have a pretty big suprise for him
but im not going to tell him till saturday
because im cool like that

anywho
better go
ifuckingloveyoumatt

Sunday 13th June another day another...

to love is to risk not being loved in return
too hope is to risk pain
to try is to risk failure
but risk must be taken because the greatest hazzard in life is to risk nothing
-unknown

its been awhile
a fair amount of bullshit has taken place
but when doesnt it


Thursday: went to school, went to town with joe, caught up with zac and talked to matt for abit , margaritas and dyed my hair with aimee and joe

Friday: pretty much an absoloute shit day
not even going to go into details

Saturday : slept in , talked to matt
drank waay to much and had a chat to aimee bout life and whatnot

Sunday: caught up with timea and fucked around at aimees all day


not very descriptive

might just edit it later when i have ten energy and time to


bye

wednesday 9th june

so fucking tired
over drama
need a fresh start

will you get me outta here (: 7/06/10

woo been a few days

so basically my weekend was pretty good
had its ups and downs :/
how it went:


Friday night
arrived in chch woop woop
got to mums and got changed (:
went and met matt
gave him a car sign (: we then carried on to alexs house where we hung out and played ponies with neesha . i was so busy trying to keep neesha busy then talking to alex that i was a complete bitch and made matt feel i was ignoring him. (im so sorry sweetie )
but we walkd back to mine as alex was staying at mine
me and matt had a quick talk in the car and said our goodnights.
me and alex attempted to walk to the shop to get food but couldnt be assed so we went back to mine , made some.. FAIRY BREAD :D and put the shawshank redemption in the dvd player. omg good movie (:
alex had to explain most of it to me though lolol fail emma

saturday
i woke up alex by shouting in his ear "aleeeeex"
was rather funny (for me )
and i got ready to go see matt
me and matt took neesha to the park with alex where she put ice cream in alex's hair and made us laugh
then me and matt headed back to the car for a chat
it went abit quiet and i could tell something was wrong
he wouldnt tell me and i thought he was angry at me so after sitting in silence for abit i left
but halfway thru my shower he texted me asking me to come back and see him
doing an amzing dry and dress in 2 minutes despite looking quite messy with my hair still wet from the shower i met him at the corner where he hugged me and we talked about what was wrong adnd worked through it . SUCCESS (:

later that night we had a few drinks
a few memorable moments included:

- tori interupting me and matt continuously trying to hug us
- me&&matt climbing up the fort trying to hide from drunken tori
- alex breaking matts car key lolol
- tori lying on some guys car hood and him going nayto at us
- me slamming into zac to give him a hug and hurting myself in the progress
- jarrod and ryan coming to see matt
- going to maccas
- tori just about getting us kicked out of maccas
- zac getting a free big mac out of maccas lololol
- going back to mine and watching ily man
- quoting most of the movie with matt (:
- snuggling up to him that night
- jame's drunken ramblings

Sunday

woke up pretty early to see matt off to work (: then everyone got ready and me,tori,kirtsen&&james hit up northlands
to get some new shizz
ended up getting to new necklaces, a cardigan and some new lip balms (:
we went back to mine then i went and saw matt at the park (:
we sat in the car and talked then i had to go have tea and matt went to church :)
kirsten went home with her mum and me and tori got some snacks for the movie night we were gonna have
matt met us at the dairy and we went back to mine and stared watching titanic
we got a lil bored so we rolled round to jarrods and then went aimlessly cruising to the park
we went back to jarrods and me and matt chilled on his bed and did a sudoku puzzle
matt just pointed at boxes and said that goes there
"not really helping matt" lolol.
he then played some COD then we went back to mine booyah and watched the rest of titanic
me being a noob ended up crying at the end :(
such a sad movie then we all went to sleep (:zzzz

Monday
saw matt off to work again (:
then went back to sleep and kinda just hung around the house with tori
met matt at the park an hour before i had to go and he put his hoodie round me because i was cold *nawww*
so sweet (:
then made me a little pillow and attacked me with cuddles and kisses
until i had to go home .


gaah only been a day and i miss hjim so freaking much

really dont think he gets just how much i care about him

hes the sweetest guy iv ever met and i love him (:


looking forward to this weekend
babysitting buddies (:

matt ftw

gotta go have tea

bye bye xxx

Thursday 3rd June

was up all night because i couldnt sleep
listened to music to relax me ,thought about everything thats been going on in the last year
and watched season one of skins (:

was suprisingly alright when i went to school today
had to walk because no on e could give me a ride but i didint mind. i got two energy drinks and a vanilla cola lip smackers and was on ymway.
arrived to school at 9 42am. FAIL EMMA
but im proud i actually went. thumbs up. watched 10minutes of in my head im dancing in class
then it was off to secoond period

second period: Science
we had to label forces on diagrams. my diagrams kicked booty because they were gangster stick figures :)
then we did 25 minutes of my pressue work
If the force is the same, and the area drecreases pressure will increase (:

Third Period : Typing
got my exam results
i FAILED :(
all because i didint put two capitals "!!
honestly thats ridiculous
only one person in the class passed

fourth period : Food and Nutrition
uuuuugh we made kumera puree
yuckyuckyuck
we messed ours up because we were all tired and couldnt be assed making something none of us were gonna eat
but we still continued on and tried
we got told off for trying to re-enact "ghost" the demi moore-patrick swhayze moment
was pretty funny
had a hardcore headbanging moment with caitlin and emily'
and we got some elastic bands and used them at lunch

Lunchtime: had to write about it because.. WE GHETTO BRAIDED EMILYS HAIR
photos will be on facebook soon
ohh it was so funny
she looked quite ghetto and was a good sport about it all
shes probly one of the few people i can talk to about anything
she knows everything about me&& never once has she judged me
shes been there for me at my weakest moments and seen me at my lowest points
she got me out of the bad crowd and made me realise that not everything in the world was against me
i still had my best friend
im eternally grateful to miss Emily Louise Bedward Chapman (:


Fifth period : History
i practically ran to the class because we had mrs robinson
ohh shes soo awesome
she lets us eat,text and listen to music and we still get all our work done'
she tells the funniest stories and her opinions are soo crazy but so funny
shes a top woman (:

came home with mel in the car
we had a chat about people from school and whatnot
got an ice cream with her and some sheeeerbert :D
went back to aimee's and gave kris a big cuddle then set to some serious work . Facebook .
lololol

aimee's "guy" friend came over and he seemed nice
i talked to him for abit then went to see joeseph
rang matt (: and we talked while i walked down a creepy street :O
but talkin to him made me feel safe (:
got to joes house and promised to ring matt back after
hungout with Joe'Broo for a grand total of 5minutes
because it was too cold and we couldnt be assed doing anything so i walked back to aimee's
rang matt back and we were chatting but i felt as though something was wrong though he denied it :/
im worried because he doesnt tell me when something is bothering him and i want him to know he can talk to me about ANYTHING at all.
we talked though and after sorting it out felt heaps happier (:
had a long shower and cut my leg shaving :/ FAIL again emma
texted matt till about 11 30pm
*matt needs to go to bed earlier* !!!
then we said our goodnights and he was off to snoozeland

i just watched some glee and put music on my phone
finally got the billy talent files on the computer
but only got two songs on
rusted from the rain and fallen leaves (:
yeaaaah boiii

and now here i am
writing another Fail Blog
but hey im just that cool *cough*

Im off to make some toat
mmm 2.05am Toast (:

chow mein


see you in 14hours Babe
xoxoxo ILY matt :)