Wednesday 30th June

ahh so its been awhile


friday= mufti day, average, mr obrien eats ass (:
stayed at kirstens. good times (;
we had kfry
"hi my names kirsten
did you know there are scabies going around ashburton college"?
ahhh rofl. kirsten you never hesitate to say what ever comes to your mind
no matter how freaking weird it is lolol
thats why your my biiiitch :D.

Saturday Morning: Woke up at 9am and waited for matt to get here (:
he arrived at 11 and we made ouyr grand journey into town
( which sucked ass because there was fuck all to do )
but i enjoyed it just because he was there (:
we got some movies and snacks. Emily decided to be cool and buy juice boxes lolol. she made me and matt share one juicebox
what a bitch :P

we made our way back to kirstens and no one was home
The mission: get into kirstens room and collect my gear before any saw me looking suspicious
up the stairs. into kirstens room, grab gear, run down stairs and do the jit (:

ran to Matt's car and we made the speedy getaway to Emily's house with Emily&& Jessika ( I love how she spells her name XD ).
We got there despite my ass directions Lololol Matt you love my direction giving skills (: ...
Went into side, cracked open the skittles and watched sex drive (:
Fuuuuuunny shit loool. "Whats up Whats up miss Daisy"
ahhhh ROFL.
wathced a few movies ( Jessika had to go home after sex drive ) and waited for miss Caitlin to arrive (:
we started watching halloween and she showed up so we finished watching it then indulged in some sweet sweet spotlight

Ahhh memories form that great game
Me and Matt's hiding places were pretty epic
hiding behind the fence for abit and no one saw us but then caitlin ruined it
then ahhh the bush
hid there for a good three rounds and no one could find us
so while everyone was homo-ing aaround trying to find us, me and Matt talked (: we had one of those moments where you both say the same thing at the same time and started finishing off each others sentences. Sooo cuuute XD

We were finally found by Emily's brother Campbell and Mitchell LOL
then we hid in the same place again until we discovered the game was pver but no one told us '_'


Uncool Campbell Uncool


We then retired to the bed and watched The Notebook with Emily and Caitlin (:
Matt fell asleep
so i ended up falling asleep
( Emily and Caitlin claim gthat while i was sleeping Matt got up for a drink, came back, laid down next to me,kissed my cheek .., then sneezed on me)













LOL
i had a laughing fit when they told me

Matt woke me up about one and we spent the rest of the night talking and such
Then 6:20am came and took Matt :(


Damn you Countdown
I'll have my revenge
>:(

Sunday invloved me and Emily sleeping all day then me going home and watching a few movies
writing a leter for ..MATT (:


Monday: went to school. Fucking tired. Fuck you SVU: Law and Order
I'll beat the addiction one day
school was upto fuckall

so is this blog but sssh
Failed my maths test but meh i have the resit next term and i know what to do now thanks to me&& Tori's study session (:
yeaaah boiii

went home and watched my family home videos and texted Matt (:

So excited for this friday
Matt's staying over and were gonna watch a few movies
talk && what not (:


P fucking excited (: xxxx


best be going

Nana wants the computer
laters bitches (:


Matt: I love you more and you know it (:
xoxox Friday ftw :D

wooooooooooooow

im writing this on a school computer
only year 12's and 13's have access to this,youtube and other awesome sites (: *cough redtube* triiicks
thankyou courtney for letting me hack your account (:
you legend (:

woop woop its friday
soo fucking excited
was suposed to be at timeas tonight but meh naaah'
they're all gonna be drinking and getting stoned so im gonna be hitting up kelsies with meghan and we gonna be getting crunk with good tunes and nooby movies (:

goood shit ;]

soo its been a few days

soo much has gone on

Nana and Grandad came back to NZ
me&&matt had a few arguements
mainly my fault
as usual

im sorry matt :(
i love you













anywho
fuuucked up
principals coming over
gtg
xx

Tuesday 15th June .

well i must say so
today was pretty fucking good
maybe it was that me and matt decided were going to stop arguing every night
maybe it was i got to school on time
maybe it was that i had popcorn at lunchtime'but anywho 'twas pretty fucking epic

started off with me waking up at 8am and wanting to go back to sleep due to staying awake till like 2am due to aimees need to watch tv at that time grrr

i straightened my hair and burnt my finger in the process
put some make up on and chugged some sweet OJ

then rushed to family form to discover it was assembly
so me, tori and nicole sat in the class and had a chat about life,guys and what not (:

period one: Food and Nutrition

its never a good start tot he day when youve got mrs nazi
she complained about my choice of words
becuase i quoted " fo shizzle my fizzle mrs nizzle"
she needs to grow a set and deal the fuck with

period two : English
seating plan. normally id dread the very words but but but Im sitting with.. BRITTNEY :D
we had a good old chat bout our plans for the weekend and whatnot then we watched inside im dancing
naww i just about cried when siobhan told michael she didnt love him and left and he started crying :(

period 3 : argh good old maths :D
got sent out for singing enthusiastically
hes jealous :P
talked to mr mckenzie about my weekend plans and told him about matt
he said he sounds very nice (:
then me and kirsten made fun of axel aka choade :L'

period four: transition

kelsey straightened my hair that resulted in the teacher going psycho, kelsey walking out and the whole class having to do work
me and mel had a pretend scrap which was pretty funny
i hit her too hard int eh tummy and she got me round the face
then we made an awesome rap about fun and cream buns :p

we are awesome

period five : typing

wasnt too bad
did some work on ym assessment
me and mel decided that we should go to ferrymead in the holidays
shes gonna bring tobias and im gunna ask matt if hed like to join


MATT: do you wanna come to ferrymead???

walked wiht tori to the triangle fish & chip shop
we had the best shoe string fries and just about jizzed :P

walked to jordans and he gretted us with a glass of coke then i text bombed mattybum

:L
he loves that nickname :D

we discussed the weekend
then i got my ass raped in modern warfare 2 by tori
i fail so hard at that game
so matts gona train me so i can own that bitch

ily truely tori
just not your COD skills

i feel tonights been successful
me & matt havent argued once and im soo looking forward tot he weekend

i have a pretty big suprise for him
but im not going to tell him till saturday
because im cool like that

anywho
better go
ifuckingloveyoumatt

Sunday 13th June another day another...

to love is to risk not being loved in return
too hope is to risk pain
to try is to risk failure
but risk must be taken because the greatest hazzard in life is to risk nothing
-unknown

its been awhile
a fair amount of bullshit has taken place
but when doesnt it


Thursday: went to school, went to town with joe, caught up with zac and talked to matt for abit , margaritas and dyed my hair with aimee and joe

Friday: pretty much an absoloute shit day
not even going to go into details

Saturday : slept in , talked to matt
drank waay to much and had a chat to aimee bout life and whatnot

Sunday: caught up with timea and fucked around at aimees all day


not very descriptive

might just edit it later when i have ten energy and time to


bye

wednesday 9th june

so fucking tired
over drama
need a fresh start

will you get me outta here (: 7/06/10

woo been a few days

so basically my weekend was pretty good
had its ups and downs :/
how it went:


Friday night
arrived in chch woop woop
got to mums and got changed (:
went and met matt
gave him a car sign (: we then carried on to alexs house where we hung out and played ponies with neesha . i was so busy trying to keep neesha busy then talking to alex that i was a complete bitch and made matt feel i was ignoring him. (im so sorry sweetie )
but we walkd back to mine as alex was staying at mine
me and matt had a quick talk in the car and said our goodnights.
me and alex attempted to walk to the shop to get food but couldnt be assed so we went back to mine , made some.. FAIRY BREAD :D and put the shawshank redemption in the dvd player. omg good movie (:
alex had to explain most of it to me though lolol fail emma

saturday
i woke up alex by shouting in his ear "aleeeeex"
was rather funny (for me )
and i got ready to go see matt
me and matt took neesha to the park with alex where she put ice cream in alex's hair and made us laugh
then me and matt headed back to the car for a chat
it went abit quiet and i could tell something was wrong
he wouldnt tell me and i thought he was angry at me so after sitting in silence for abit i left
but halfway thru my shower he texted me asking me to come back and see him
doing an amzing dry and dress in 2 minutes despite looking quite messy with my hair still wet from the shower i met him at the corner where he hugged me and we talked about what was wrong adnd worked through it . SUCCESS (:

later that night we had a few drinks
a few memorable moments included:

- tori interupting me and matt continuously trying to hug us
- me&&matt climbing up the fort trying to hide from drunken tori
- alex breaking matts car key lolol
- tori lying on some guys car hood and him going nayto at us
- me slamming into zac to give him a hug and hurting myself in the progress
- jarrod and ryan coming to see matt
- going to maccas
- tori just about getting us kicked out of maccas
- zac getting a free big mac out of maccas lololol
- going back to mine and watching ily man
- quoting most of the movie with matt (:
- snuggling up to him that night
- jame's drunken ramblings

Sunday

woke up pretty early to see matt off to work (: then everyone got ready and me,tori,kirtsen&&james hit up northlands
to get some new shizz
ended up getting to new necklaces, a cardigan and some new lip balms (:
we went back to mine then i went and saw matt at the park (:
we sat in the car and talked then i had to go have tea and matt went to church :)
kirsten went home with her mum and me and tori got some snacks for the movie night we were gonna have
matt met us at the dairy and we went back to mine and stared watching titanic
we got a lil bored so we rolled round to jarrods and then went aimlessly cruising to the park
we went back to jarrods and me and matt chilled on his bed and did a sudoku puzzle
matt just pointed at boxes and said that goes there
"not really helping matt" lolol.
he then played some COD then we went back to mine booyah and watched the rest of titanic
me being a noob ended up crying at the end :(
such a sad movie then we all went to sleep (:zzzz

Monday
saw matt off to work again (:
then went back to sleep and kinda just hung around the house with tori
met matt at the park an hour before i had to go and he put his hoodie round me because i was cold *nawww*
so sweet (:
then made me a little pillow and attacked me with cuddles and kisses
until i had to go home .


gaah only been a day and i miss hjim so freaking much

really dont think he gets just how much i care about him

hes the sweetest guy iv ever met and i love him (:


looking forward to this weekend
babysitting buddies (:

matt ftw

gotta go have tea

bye bye xxx

Thursday 3rd June

was up all night because i couldnt sleep
listened to music to relax me ,thought about everything thats been going on in the last year
and watched season one of skins (:

was suprisingly alright when i went to school today
had to walk because no on e could give me a ride but i didint mind. i got two energy drinks and a vanilla cola lip smackers and was on ymway.
arrived to school at 9 42am. FAIL EMMA
but im proud i actually went. thumbs up. watched 10minutes of in my head im dancing in class
then it was off to secoond period

second period: Science
we had to label forces on diagrams. my diagrams kicked booty because they were gangster stick figures :)
then we did 25 minutes of my pressue work
If the force is the same, and the area drecreases pressure will increase (:

Third Period : Typing
got my exam results
i FAILED :(
all because i didint put two capitals "!!
honestly thats ridiculous
only one person in the class passed

fourth period : Food and Nutrition
uuuuugh we made kumera puree
yuckyuckyuck
we messed ours up because we were all tired and couldnt be assed making something none of us were gonna eat
but we still continued on and tried
we got told off for trying to re-enact "ghost" the demi moore-patrick swhayze moment
was pretty funny
had a hardcore headbanging moment with caitlin and emily'
and we got some elastic bands and used them at lunch

Lunchtime: had to write about it because.. WE GHETTO BRAIDED EMILYS HAIR
photos will be on facebook soon
ohh it was so funny
she looked quite ghetto and was a good sport about it all
shes probly one of the few people i can talk to about anything
she knows everything about me&& never once has she judged me
shes been there for me at my weakest moments and seen me at my lowest points
she got me out of the bad crowd and made me realise that not everything in the world was against me
i still had my best friend
im eternally grateful to miss Emily Louise Bedward Chapman (:


Fifth period : History
i practically ran to the class because we had mrs robinson
ohh shes soo awesome
she lets us eat,text and listen to music and we still get all our work done'
she tells the funniest stories and her opinions are soo crazy but so funny
shes a top woman (:

came home with mel in the car
we had a chat about people from school and whatnot
got an ice cream with her and some sheeeerbert :D
went back to aimee's and gave kris a big cuddle then set to some serious work . Facebook .
lololol

aimee's "guy" friend came over and he seemed nice
i talked to him for abit then went to see joeseph
rang matt (: and we talked while i walked down a creepy street :O
but talkin to him made me feel safe (:
got to joes house and promised to ring matt back after
hungout with Joe'Broo for a grand total of 5minutes
because it was too cold and we couldnt be assed doing anything so i walked back to aimee's
rang matt back and we were chatting but i felt as though something was wrong though he denied it :/
im worried because he doesnt tell me when something is bothering him and i want him to know he can talk to me about ANYTHING at all.
we talked though and after sorting it out felt heaps happier (:
had a long shower and cut my leg shaving :/ FAIL again emma
texted matt till about 11 30pm
*matt needs to go to bed earlier* !!!
then we said our goodnights and he was off to snoozeland

i just watched some glee and put music on my phone
finally got the billy talent files on the computer
but only got two songs on
rusted from the rain and fallen leaves (:
yeaaaah boiii

and now here i am
writing another Fail Blog
but hey im just that cool *cough*

Im off to make some toat
mmm 2.05am Toast (:

chow mein


see you in 14hours Babe
xoxoxo ILY matt :)

wednesday (: 2nd of june

fucking amazing day (:

got to school at a good time
1st period : Maths
sat with tori by the heater and had a feast of lollycake nomnom
ohhh we did a pre test and i got 100%
i felt pretty spesh
(:

2nd period : History
PASSED MY HISTORY EXAM
yeaaaaah boiiii (:
got merit
felt really happy (:
texted matt and drew a pretty cool picture with miki

3rd period : Science

Did my test
not sure if i passed though
fingers and toes crossed (:
talked to sara and we talked about the school water
we think its posioned :/
my water had floaties when i filled it up at school today :(

4th period : English

yeaaah boiii
sat with kelsie at the back and we started film study
in my head im dancing = epic movie
we onbly watched a bit but naww its soo awesome (:
bout these disabled guys who are in this home
and they go out and have some fun
and they live for abit
thats all were upto
i also got a start on matts letter
got one page done (:
going to post it tomorrow after school or or or give it to him monday night before i leave (:
matt matt matt
argh most amazing guy around
ilovehim :)


5th period : Food and Nutrition
we had a pre test
me and caitlin finished early cause we knew 3 questions lolol
drew a picture of a random bumble bee
got told off for drawing random bumblee bee
oh mrs nuetze you make me LOL
she always steals my paper
i think she loves me (:
or cant afford paper :/



went into town with broseph (joe broo) and emizle (emily )
we were feeling pretty rowdy because iwe havent all hung out together in yonky madonkys (:
sooo we went karazy
we did the coolest crip walk thru the domain
and decided were going to dress like frogs and sit by the pond and try talk to people
ill keep you posted oon that sweetbix pan ;)
we hit up ze library
for no reason but for joe to play the kiddie games and try and sass the librarian
we sensed we were about to be kicked out
so we made our great dash to the romance novels
had a quick giggled
and walked out laughing reaaaally loud
cause we are immature like that
we proceded down the main road where we got many waves as we saw alot of people we knew
we then went to super cheap auto where i got matt a cheesy sign for his car saying
warning: the driver of this car is hot !
i lol'd and thought (:
told emily im going to get subs and gps for my bike
from when i was like 4
it has a little wagon (:
we then went to good old warehouse and i proceded to get a demon and some chewing gum
and emily and joe pointlessly got 2.25 litres of coke (they wasted them)
we proceded then to kfc for dinner
where we left emily downstairs after our meal was ready
hers took longer (:
we fucked around all of tea time lolol

we walked back to emilys
me and joe grabbed our school bags and got a ride home with good old mitchell
me and mitchell discussed if he was going to come up to chch this weekend
to cruise about
he promised me season 4 of skins by friday
sooo pumped
yeaaaah boiiii :D

got dropped off at aanty aimess and just kinda fucked around watching movies
and texting matt

(:

iloveyou matt (:
cantwaittoseeyou (:



emmas off to snoozeville
chowmein ( ahh i miss zacaroo )

tuesday ze 1st of june

argh
not much to say
woke up irritated as i didn't have my hair straightener at my house
after 15mins of searching for my high socks i just gave up and opted for my summer
but before i left for the bus had a big arguement with mel and after some harsh words and me breaking down in tears
we sorted it out
she gave me a hug
turned the shower on for me
and made me rest today
dad rang me and said we were going to have a talk
not looking forward to it
talked to matt for abit
i love how when i feel like absoloute shit he makes me feel heaps better


so yeaaah
didnt do much
planning to go to the devil wears prada concert in september with emily
sooo pumped
yeaaaaah boiiii



plans for ze weekend
seeing matt&alex
were going to bake a cake for alexs birthday
shall be heaps epic (:
xxxx
then movie night saturday
excited :)

nomnom well imma go have tea
smells ummm interesting
i have just been informed i have munted nostrils and were having roast chicken for tea



emma out (:
xx

how long?

i dont know whats happening these days
i feel up one day then the next day
the smallest thing happens and i see my self falling down
i guess after the last few years and everything thats happened
it's expected right

im meant to have a down day every once in awhile

atleast thats what dad says
but it seems like the bullshit never ends
and instead of it all getting better it stops for abit then starts up
im so sick of it
im sick of everytime someone brings up francine
i see the look in dads eyes
hurt&&lonlieness
then the look he gives me
blame
i was the blame for his failed marriage
the reason he cant see his 6 year old daughter and tell the one woman hes ever loved how much he cares about her
my fault
argh
but there is some things to look forward to
im actually enjoying school
i may not be doing as well as i wish but i know if i try i will do better
i have the most amazing guy in my life
ive barely known him a month and i feel like can tell him anything
and he wont judge me
just last night i felt like shit
and he managed to make me feel better
hes amazing and i fell blessed to have him in my life

next year if i pass ncea level one im moving to christchurch
im soo excited
im wondering whether to do year 12&&year 13
i doubt ill pass level 2&3
but its worth a try

you've just gotta give it a try (:

thursdizzle (:

well well well well well well

wow wow wow ok ill stop

today my day consisted of an early exam FML

woke up at 3am and realised id fallen asleep on matt...AGAIN :(

had 12 new messages that made me cry
they had the sweetest stuff (:
texted him a very long text about how much i love him and care about him
pretty sure my fingers are broken now :P

went back to sleep at 3 30am i think
im just guessing

woke up at 7 30am and was soo tempted to just go back to sleep and miss the exam but then thought meh. might as well give it a go
i seriously blinked and when i opened my eyes it was 7 47
either i travelled time this morning due to my awesomeness
or i fell asleep
hello time travel :)
had to choose between hair straightner or make up
only had enough time for one
so went to school with curly hair :(
got to school and went to check where my exam was tomorrow and yadayadayada
saw alex and he came gave me a hug and asked how i was
said i was pretty good
he asked how matt was and i said awesome (:
when to my exam and finished it early so drew awesome pictures once again
i drew what an official noob looks like
im gonna upload it on facebook tonight
it looks soo cool (:
passed notes aka pictures to emily during the exam
pretty sure miss edgular was onto us but didnt say anything thaaaaank god
left the exam and went with emily and caitlin to the library for last minute revision
had a fight with caitlin for the blue beanbag
i won (:
talked about what were gonna do friday night
and the awesomeness of the fact i can get us into r16 movies and get them from the video shop

we then went into a classroom and huddled over the heaters till some year 13 pricks kicked us out
we got back at them tho
we left the door open (:
then ran because we thought they were gonna kill us
but we coulda taken them
they were scrawny year 13 boys (:

emilys mummy gave me a ride home
i filled up a hot water bottle
put my awesome fat pants on
and jumped into bed
(:
nomnomnom

emma out


xx

Sunday 23rd May

woooooooow what a weekend

Got to chch friday night and went with people cruising

only one besides the drivers who didnt drink (:

was pretty fun
got home at midnight then watched a few movies with alex and shannon
they let me put make up on them and dress them in my clothes
wass pretty funny (:

Saturday was awesome
met up with matt in the morning and hung out with him for abit (:
brought him sour skittles (:
we hung out until he had to go to soccer and then had lunch with alex and hung out at the park
went home for a nana nap cause im cool like that
then tori and kirsten got dropped off at mine and we went to the mall and me&&tori got matching slippers lolol
and i got matt a stuffed penguin (he loved it) xx
we went back to mine and then hung out with matt,alex and shannon
sooo much drama that night with kirsten, alex and shannon
tori kept wandering off
so me and matt just kept cool and hung out
went back to mine and we all crashed and went to sleep



next day we had a picnic at ze park
was pretty sweet (:
we put spongecake&cream all over toris face
me&matt sat in the car when the others went off and talked
was awesome


sooo tired though which is why this blog sounds pretty gay but meh


going to hit up facebook and text matt (:


latus on the manjay

friday 21st may

blaaah was soo fucking tired this morning

finally got to sleep at like 3am last night and had to wake up early ):

got to school during family form and had a chat to tori and emily (:


period one: Typing

omg mrs armstrong was so nice to me
was kinda scary :O
got two credits yeaaaaah boiiii :P
so happy bout that
brings me up to 5

period two : History
had a semi freak out cause miki didint show up and she had my highlightiing
played naughts and crosses with zak
kicked his ass (:

3rd period: Food
sat with jono and we kept putting fake poo on the floor and the teacher got really angry
was pretty funny

4th period: Science
talked to kirsty&&Eva
we played with this bug we found
was soo funny (:
and we drew on the desk and they wrote very innappropriate things whioch made emma giggle :P

5th period: Maths
got last of my History work done
was sweet as (:



got to roll out now

going to...CHCH

seeing matt
so freaking excited
been like a week now and argh way too long :(

so happy (:

lataz on the manjay
facebook&matt ftw
xoxox

blahblahblah thrusday 20th may

uggh

so fucking over drama
it's so failblog.org

A.L : you fail hard
i dont see why you cant just accept how things are and move on
why ruin someones life because they realised what a user you are and ended things
my god
the first shit was bad
but this is just fucking low

do you not realise you can ruin someones life by doing that
or are you just the type of person that has no remorse for what she does to people

karma is a bitch
so are you
SMD

gaah
well thats my little rant
moving on

Period four: arrived to school late due to lack of sleep from working on history all night
had food and nutrition
wasnt too bad
me and emily made kumera salad
mum wasnt joking when she said i cant cook
just about got my phone taken off me ....AGAIN
lololol

period five: had history
we wrote out questions about james meredith and the integration of the university of mississippi
or ole miss as the governer would have called it
god i love southern people minus the racism
they have the worlds coolest slang and accents
talked to miki about our history assessments due tomorrow :O


after school: walked home with harmony and kirsten
we just had an old yarn about everything
we dumped our bags at harmonys and went to go get my check from dad for the ipod
felt so cool going into ze bank to cash it
then we walked back to harmonys and did some history shizz
well k&&h did
i had none of my stuff there so just read and texted (:
what a neeeeerd



walked to kirstens and we typed out my articles
only got two left then finished :D


i feel really bad at the moment
im like stressing over everything at the moment
whether its family,school or friends
its just all getting to me and i feel like im taking it out on everyone
i just need to take a step back and think about everything

well thats me off
gotta finish some wide reading&& maths homework
joy *sarcasm*


bye bye

wednesday 19th may

uggggggggggggggghh

crappy.day.full stop.

woke up and it was cold
forgot to make lunch so had to get dad to drop my eftpos card and a breadroll off to me but he wiated till liek thee end of lunchtimke to do it


it rained (or drizzled) for most opf the day and i refuse to wear my kilt so i had to wear my summer uniform and freeze my ass off

period one: Maths

wass heaps gay

actually had to do my work today
couldnt understand some formula thing and got incredibly irritated with it

Period Two: History


we did some more work on civil rights then did a small play on james meredith and his attemots to get into a university that wouldnt accept him because he was black
i played a white mob
had to chant a racist poem at meghan who was playing james meredith
was average

period three: Science

We did a practice test
the real ones tomorrow :O
shit i should be studying instead of rambling on about my boring day
we then watched a video about how our bodies fight off bacteria and some video about body farms
incredibly gross (:

period four: English
Talked to tori and brittney bout our plans for chch this weekend
got the seat by the heater so was in a pretty happy mood (:
did some formal writing workt too bad

period five: Food
sat with jono and made jokes about mrs neutze and now how she resembles those little dinosaurs on jurassic park
was rather funny
then we worked on our poster and jono told me about his awesome plans for after school which were on the rebel side (:


after school: t exted matt for abit which was fucking awesome as it always is (:

3 more days
so freakin excited :D !!!

hung out with joeseph and brought his ipod off him and we made hashbrowns cause were awesome (:
we planned movie night next weekend and sorted out who is coming and what everyone is bringing

wow i started writing this blog at like 10 and forgot about it
now its 12am and i just remembered it



blah

this blog was pretty pointless

tuesday 18th may ( :

argh woke up this morning soo tired becasue a certain matt decided to keep me awake all night with thee sweetest texts and i didnt hit the pillow tll like 1am

missed ze bus because i had to iron my summer skirt

got to school

period one : Food

pretty much just fucked around
sat with jono&tash and we just bitched about miss neutze and how much she resembled a bird
got told off waaay too many times
learnt about social and media affects on the food we buy
(i think)

period two : English

Had to read a poem called miss heroin. was pretty average
just sat with kelsey and didnt end up doing my work (: snooooree

period three : Maths

did absoloutly no work
just talked to tori and axel
passed notes to kirsten and stole mr pedos pen (:
was pretty funny
we had a discussion about axels pedo sex life and toris obsession with the word vagina
was pretty lol worthy

period four : Transition

pretty boring
talked to tori,kelsey and brittney bout random shiiiit

was average
got interrogated about matt for like ze whole period

period five : Typing
did some assessment
pretty sure i got 2 credits
go me ( :
sat with mel and laughed at lukes tranny boots and planned a movie night for next weekend


after school : went to the shop with rose to post a letter and got some caaaandy and went back to hers where her little brother raped my foot and attacked me

was frightening

was a pretty badass day ( :


yeah

lataz on the manjay

monday 17th may ( :

yeah
thee names emma (:
6'TEEN years young
pretty happy at ze moment'
year 11 at school
gasp exams next week
taken by matt james andrew hogarth (:
may 1oth just the best day ever
llamas are the shit
loves kings of leon,brokeNCYDE,nevershoutnever,metallica,GnR, All time low
POD is the shizz, system of a down
bored easily
sleeps too much
disney movies are for thee cool kids ( :
2 sisters
moving to chch at ze end of thee year (:
scared of ze dark
sucks thumb when tired
sings in the shower
screamo is awesome
is a complete loner without her friends
freakin weird
falling for a certain guy and loving it (:
facebook is my addiction
roasting marshmallows by the fire as we speak (or type)
quotes i love you man waaaay too much
needs to learn how to drive
has her learners :)



yeah thats about it stalkers : )